Happy But ................?????? :(

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIYAAAAAAAAAAAAH.............................. I'm really really on the mood for writing nih by the way hehehe. Kebetulan ada kabar gembira yg harus gw published untuk kepentingan gw sendiri n kepentingan orang lain *halah, sapa juga man????* Akhirnya setelah berjuang nodong tanda tangan sana-sini, gw insyaallah jadi wisuda tanggal 22 Februari BESOOOOOOOOOOKKKKKK.......... Huaaaaaaaaaaaa......... Tadi baru aja nyerahin skripsi ke Pak Odang, Perpus. Jurusan, Perus Fakultas, sama Perpus Pusat IPB huaaaaaaaaaa........ tapi sangat disayangkan tanda terima skripsi di Perpus Pusat harus ditahan dulu secara CD master skripsi gw ketinggalan bo... besok kali yah baru gw bs serahin n gw ambil tanda terima-nya. Berarti the only thing that i need to prepare are ngajuin SKL (Surat Keterangan Lulus) ama daftar wisuda deh minggu depan.... hip hip hura.... hip hip huraaa........ hehehehe. Eh lupa, tadi Pak Odang juga minta semua file penelitian gw dibakarin ke CD buat dokumentasi doi, gw janji juga besok sob, mudah2an kagak lupa.....

Tapi......... disaat yang bersamaan kok, gw juga ngerasa kek "begini" yah..... Begimana yah...... ERRRGGGGGGHH!!!!!!! benci banget gw ama perasaan kayak begini........ Semalem gw iseng2 denger2in Greatest Hitsnya Bryan Adams (The Best Of Me) di PC rumah sambil juga ngerjain trensletan "Journal Of Shrimp Culture In Thailand"-nya si Caz, secara dia juga minta tolong ama gw buat diartiin. Yo wes........ semua kenangan bergulir lagi ke kepala. Btw yg ngenalin gw ama musik2nya Bryan Adams tuh nyokap loh hehehe *jangan salah* dulu waktu gw SD kelas 2-an kali yak, gw pernah bantuin nyokap pergi ke toko kaset buat nyari album soundtrack Robin Hood: Prince OF Thieves, dimana didalemnya ada single yg bikin sodara kembar gw ini dapet Grammy on the early 90's which is..... Everything I Do........ Lo terusin deh sendiri, males gw. Tapi btw bukan lagu itu yg resemble with what i felt right now. Lagunya judulnya "When You're Gone". Single ini ada di album "On A Day Like Today" back in 1998, saat dimana gw masih kelas 1 SMU huehehehehe...... Gw bersyukur banget euy, walaupun kaset ini udah berumur hampir 8 tahun tapi kondisinya masih bagus hehehe. FYI gw ngoleksi album Bryan Adams dari mulai OST - Robin Hood Prince Of Thieves (1990, kalo gak salah), So Far So Good: Greatest Hits (1993) *eh yg 2 ini dituruin deng oleh nyokap hehehe*, 18 Till I Die (1996), MTV Unplugged*my personal favorite nihhh* (1997), On A Day Like Today (1998), sama ada lagi OST-nya Spirit(2002-MP3) n juga The Best Of Me (1999-MP3) n yg paling terakhir kemaren Room Service (2004-MP3). Nah ada 1 lagu dr album On A Day Like Today yg dulu seneng banget gw dengerin pas jaman gw SMU, n nggak sengaja pas kemaren gw dengerin lagi, keknya pas banget ama yg gw rasain yah sekarang........ There you go, klo penasaran lo dengerin aje deh lagu yg ceria tapi sedikit sendu di liriknya berikut ini *halah* Bryan Adams featuring Melanie C. (Sporty Spicenya Spice Girls hehehehe.....) judulnya When You're Gone........ :(

PS: SEMUA TEMEN2NYA SPONGE BOB DAN DORA, HARI INI PINDAH KE GLOBAL TV. GLOBAL TV, NOTHINGG... EH SALAH...... SERUUU *GUBRAK*

Bryan Adams featuring Melanie C (Back in 1998)
When You're Gone

I've been wanderin' around the house all night
wondering what the hell to do
I'm trying to concentrate but all I can think of is you
well the phone don't ring coz my friends ain't home
I'm tired of being alone
got the TV on coz the radio's playing songs that remind me of you

baby when you're gone - i realize i'm in love
the days go on and on - and the nights just seem so long
even food don't taste that good - drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong - baby when you're gone

I've been driving up and down these streets
trying to find somewhere to go
ya i'm lookin' for a familiar face but there's no one i know

this is torture - this is pain - it feels like i'm gonna go insane
I hope you're coming back real soon - coz i don't know what to do

baby when you're gone - i realize i'm in love
the days go on and on - and the nights just seem so long
even food don't taste that good - drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong - baby when you're gone

baby when you're gone (when you're gone) - i realize i'm in love
the days go on and on - and the nights seem so long
even food don't taste so good - drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong (so wrong) - baby when you're gone (you're gone)