Relieved..... Relieved and Relieved

OK...... It's about time for me to post another entry again on my #1 Spot. Despite of what happend last night, though the result was not like what i've expected before, at least i've learned somethin last night. Akhirnya, finally, spontaneusly..... i can express the feelings that has buggin me arround in the last 4 months since i knew her. Yup... last night, i down on my knee, with a rose on my right hand, in a very romantic atmosphere in Buzz Cafe PI, with a little help of a cozy place n night from Zee n Ntan (Thanx anyway guys), i express my biggest deepest thought inside to her and seriously,... it was a one hell of a ride last night *gokil maaan, spot jantung gw, abis2an*.

Sekarang gw dah lega bahwa ganjelan yg seharusnya dah dr kemaren2 keluar dr mulut ini, dah bisa keluar. Yup..... and i'm proud of myself, that the way i said it was it's allllll gooood hehehehe *maaaan i'm coool.... halah2 jadi ancur dah nih entry-an*. Ok back to serious talk, setelah kejadian di Buzz Cafe malem itu, right after we went home to her uwa' house in Sunter, we have lots to talk about. And finally i got the answer.......... Hmmmm........... i think i don't want to let everybody knows about what exactly happend, but one thing for sure, i really felt relieve right now and though i felt upset also at the same time, well life goes on right?? There are things that is more important to be think of and well concentrate on, like my upcoming seminar n lecture convention in the mid of November.

Well actually...... there are many things that i would express on this entry, but, i just don't know what are the things that i should've write..... So, i just want to say thanks to Zee n Ntan, *u guys rock hehehehe* n a happy sweet 17th b'day to Ntan. Last but not least, thanx to Ms. Komodow a.k.a. Lisna. Thanx for hearing me, thanx for receiving the gift, and thanx for the inspiration for the past 4 months. It's been an honour to know you and an honour also to express my feelings to you. Hope that after what happend last night, things won't change among us....

Ryan Cabrera

Shine On

I've given every moment I had
Still I can never seem to keep up with you
You're done with one mile, and on to another one thousand
Still I could never seem to keep up with you

I know you'll be better off without me when I'm gone
You know you're beautiful
You're beautiful

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends I'll be with you till the very end
Shine on
You were made to

It's keeping me awake everynight
But I can never seem to give up on you

I know you'll be better off without me when I'm gone
You know you're beautiful
You're beautiful

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends I'll be with you till the very end
Shine on
You were made to

Nobody's wrong
Nobody's right
Keep moving on

Shine on
You were made to shine on

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends
You're gonna be better than you've ever been so
Shine on

You're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be alright love
You're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be alright love