Not that song ......Pleaseeeeee

My In blue, cronic heart

Arrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhh........... not that song please. I don't know why this couple of weeks, that song keeps comin back into my ears again...and....again. And off course if i heard that awful song, all the beautiful and off course the awful and tragic memories about her & 'us', comin' back again on my mind. Why.... while i'm still keep strugglin' and tryin to move on, obstacles keep comin back and forward. From TV, Radio, Computer, etc. Probably 7 times i heard this song in this week. I don't know what behind all of these, only god knows;

1st>. Monday, while i was watching to VH1 on Jak-TV, suddenly it plays that songs' clip. With a fast hand, i change it directly to Trans.....Damned.

2nd>. Tuesday morning 5 A.M., i was woken up by Prambors with that song (daaaammnnneeed for the 2nd time).

3rd>. Thursday, again, while i was watching MTV, suddenly they play the clip...Ouuuw My God...Come OOooonnnn.... I'm movin on over here..... damned.

4th>. Still Thursday, while i was playing my MP3 player on the compy, though i've remove that song from the playlist long long time ago and i've shufle the playlist, suddenly it was played by the computer.........^*&^&%^$&^#&%#$&%.... In a rush, i asked my sister as the main suspect that put that song again on my compy.....

5th>. Friday afternoon, while i was listening to Remote Sound, sudenly someone requested for that song........Yup..... again i heard that song and u know what? Just like being stab right in the heart man (though i've never being stab before, just guessing :) .... fiuh....

That's why memories about her and everything that we've been through (especially the tragic ones) for 1.5 years, comin back again right in front of the eyes. I can't detect my feelings right now. Just hollow, mellow, empty, white, sad, desperate, black, everything just mixed up with a complete mess. Hope those feelings could vanished again in a very fast way, just like the past ones and I'll be better soon.... yes... soon...

Girl...... you're so yesterday

Happy 25th Ann' Mom n' Dad n Happy 478th J-Town

Happy 478th B'Day J-Town

Weeeikkkks...... Today my beloved city where i was born and grew up so-called Jakarta aka J-Town is having a birthday. Well what should i say, happy 478th birthday Jakarta, hope that you'll be far from the words traffic jam, hot, flood, criminal, etc. One thing that i always remember on June 22nd, besides the birthday of Jakarta, is that today, my parents are celebating their anniversary. Wellll Happy 25th Anniversary Mom n Dad. Hope that you'll both be healthier, happier, and tamer (jangan galak2 dong boss) cup...cup...cup...cup... (ci pi ka, ci pi ki huehehehehe). Gak nyangka dah 25 tahun aja gettooooh... huehehehehehe. At least i got a new fact that gw tuh di produce setelah bonyok 2 tahun nikah kekekekekekekekekekek.

Happy 25th Anniversary Mom n' Dad

.;.;.;.;.One Night @ Da Office.;.;.;.;.

Oooooooooooooo........finally its almost time for me to write again on my #1 Spot. Fiuh.... banyak banget yg harus gw kerjain hari ini dikantor. Saking banyaknya, i've to stay tonight at the office, since tomorrow there are 3 shipments that I need to work with (Singapore, Mauritius and Tokyo) Since one of my colleague is off today. Hopefully everything will run smoothly in the end. Apalagi yah...? Huhhhmmmm oh iya, gw lagi sweru2nya nih baca The Da Vinci Code. Gak sangka kata orang2 bener, Dan Brown gokil abies bisa create this kind of intens, full of thriller, groovy books. Gokilz, gak sabar gw buat nyambung lg kehalaman berikutnya. Yah mudah2an malem ini gw bisa nyelesaiin di guest house kantor (at least sepi lah, so bisa lebih konsen bacanya). Gw juga curious bgt ama lukisan2 yg ada di buku itu. Akhirnya gw browse aje dech di http://www.danbrown.com/. Ternyata banyak set2 yg lengkap dgn fotonya dan juga tempat dimana ceritanya berlangsung (siiiip dapet bantuan bwat ngayal hehehehehehe). Kita juga bisa bermain man jadi seorang pemecah kode a.k.a. cryptographer. Berikut beberapa lukisan dan set foto tempat beberapa peristiwa di cerita itu terjadi.

Grand Gallery and parquet floor.

The Monalisa.

The Vitruvian Man.

Virgin of the Rocks (version rejected by the nuns).

Virgin of the Rocks (version accepted by the nuns).

The Last Supper.

Later reproduction of The Last Supper.

Pokoknya, gw gak sabar buat nyeleseiin buku ini and baca seri Angels n Demons. Apalagi mo dibuat filmnya maaan. Katanya Tom Hanks jadi Robert Langdon, Audrey Tatou jadi Sophie Neuveu dan sapa lagi yah.... Yang jelas this movie will be directed by the Oscar winning director (A Beautiful Mind) Ron Howard. Tapi masih lama, summer taun depan deh kekna rilis. Huehehehehe..... Just can't wait.....

Oh Draconian Devil !

Oh Lame Saint !

13-3-2-21-1-1-8-5

P.S. Find Robert Langdon

^^Tukang JaGaL^^

Huehehehehehe..... gw masuk kantor hari ini. Ada urusan that i need to done with Mark Yeung, the Mauritius Obnoxius Guy, since he finally order for Wednesday 22nd rrival. Gw dah kabarin die tentang airway bill, flight details, sama quarantine test result (the copher sulfate test), tinggal nunggu dia ngasih documents Annexe ama Import Permit ke gw....fiuuuuuhhhhh kalo gini kan gw relieve huehehehehehehehe.

By the way ngomong2 tentang penelitian gw, rabu kemarin kembali 30 ikan gw bedah sehingga bersisa 270 ekor lagi tuk dibedah and diambil gonadnya wat dideteksi sexual differentiation-nya. Dan ini hasil dari beberapa shot yg gw ambil;

Gw lagi ngecek gonad ikan Luo Han didepan mikroskop binokulernya Lab. Genetik. Kweren kan gw..... ciamik da ach. Huehehehehehe.

Ini loh yang namanya organ kelamin penghasil telur pada seekor ikan Luo Han betina (Cichlasoma sp.) atau yg lo lo pada kenal sebagai ovarium. Tapi ini dalam belahan melintang/lateral. Darimana gw tau....? Yaaaaah kan keliatan tuh, yg bulet2, itu yg namanya telur. Ukurannya bervariasi tergantung tingkat kematangan dari telur tersebut. Dalam setiap sel telur, didalamnya pasti terdapat bulatan lagi bernama sel inti (nukleus) dan didalam sel inti pasti terdapat anak inti (nukleolus). Kenapa warnanya merah? Karena udah diberi perwarna Asetokarmin (gabungan asam asetat ama bubuk carmine).

Naaaah.... klo ini yg namanya sel sperma dr ikan Luo Han. Klo diliat, memang hanya berupa small dots ataw bintik2 kwecil, tapi secara gw cuma pake perbesaran 400x yah cuma samar aja. Lo bisa itung dengan perbesaran 1000x. Sel sperma ini ada didalam Testes atau kelenjar penghasil sperma pada ikan jantan.

;;;;;;Oh My....Oh my;;;;;;

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From: "Robert H"
To: "M. Fauzan Adam"
Subject: Re: Fw: URGENT
Date: Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:41:29 -0700


This is ridiculous. You have different part numbers for every customer? How does that make sense? I need to order plants that you listed to me, but is not on Rons list. How is it I can order the plants from you and not him? Maybe I should just say the hell with it and not buy plants from either one of you. I can always deal with Oriental Aquarium

----- Original Message -----
From: M. Fauzan Adam
To: robertph3@comcast.net
Sent: Monday, June 13, 2005 8:36 PM
Subject: Re: Fw: URGENT


Dear Robert,

Good day.Thank you for your e-mail. I'm affraid I can't give Ron with the new code plants. Since we (my company and worldwide aqtcs) already use a different code rather than the one that i've give you. I've asked my head office in Singapore and they said that sending him with the new code plants, i'm afraid it will make us confused regarding the shipment since the codes are totally different and both of us have used a different code during the years.

Regards,


Fauzan Adam

Marketing Executive

PT Sunny Indopramitha

Phone: +6221 87907607

Fax : +6221 87907606

Mobile : +628568837682

Office emails : sunnyindo@cbn.net.id; sunnyindo2@yahoo.com

Private emals : adam_yg_ciamik@yahoo.com; phat.bastardz@gmail.com

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Yah.... seperti email yg dibaca diatas, itulah nasib gw hari ini. Gak ngerti kok mata rantainya bisa kayak gini. Nawarin ke calon customer baru, tapi tenyata dia customernya customer gw hix...hix...hix... bingung euy. Rumet...ruwet...pusing.... Walhasil di dumped by both of them :(

::::: A_biT_oF_teNsion_in_da OffIce :::::

Fiiuuuuuuuuhhhhh............. i faced a very bad day today. 08.30 AM, arrived at the office, when i tried to turn on my Compy, it won't work. Damned...... what da..... kenapa pula ini...? Kerjaan gw banyak maan, masa musti face this sort of conditon seeeh. Akhirnya i asked my boss for his permission to bring this compy to a reparation clinic. Guess what they said.. The Power Supply and also the Main Board is "gosonk" man struck by a fierce lightning.....yaiiiiikkkkksssss. But thank god, the data is secured and we still have the guarantee.....

The tensions continue between Ah Yen and also Lina. This is all because of my boss, Tong Seng told Lina to learn all of the things that Ah Yen workin' on lately so that she can be a spare anytime Ah Yen is off. But she felt that her work were being interupted by Lina (welll....... who doesn't right). But despite of the conflicts that happens today, i hope that tomorrow everything will be back to normal just like before.

And now, igotta go.... bro the niggaz got to go...... nowamtalkinbout hehehehehe....

Byeeeeeee

^^^^Staaaaayyy_American_Baby^^^^^

".........Hope you staaaaaaaaaay American Baby, Beautiful Baby................"

Huehehehehee.... so sorry nih, i'm typing this blog while i'm also listening to Dave Mathews Band's American Baby. Yup... today is just another ordinary day that i've to face in the office. Well there's something that really interupt my work today. My Big Boss, Andy T. Lim, just arrived yesterday from Singapore and will stay 1 night and leave jakarta today to Bali. He keeps asking me about this about that, and the most worst thing is, he borrowed my computer while i was on the chat with my friends....(damned). Well at least he has gone already from the office. And now..... I'M A FREEEEEEE MAAAANNNN....... whuehehehehehe.

"..........Cause you and I both loved. What you and I spoke of. And others only read of. And if you could see me now. Well then I'm almost finally out of. I'm finally out of. Finally de de de de de de de. Well I'm almost finally finally. Well I am free, oh i'm free........"

Whuehehehe the song has changed it self to Jason Mraz's You And I Both. Huhm.... what else that i want to tell you.... Oh yeah, Mr. Benoit from Belgium was angry on his last 3 e-mails....kekekekkekekekekekek. So sorry huhehehehehe. He asked me, how come i haven't reply his last 3 emails regarding on his question on the freight charges. Welll atleast i've already reply him back, so nothing else to be worried today..... No... there is still one thing that need to be worried today. Am I going to PIM today? Heyyyy........ Ms. Trainer, how about ur Coldplay's wristband...?

:::::::MauRitius-ObNoxius:::::::

Huuuhhhhhhhm just another ordinary day that i have to get through again today. Bangun pagi-pagi, siap2 wat ngajar n cek email deh. Nggak kerasa man ikan2 penelitian gw, that i've already raised since they were just a simple cute small larvae, until they reached up to 8 cm length, have to be cutted down for just a simple gonad..... What a tragic man. Yaps mo bjimana lagi, kalo mo lulus ya harus berkorban juga, betul nggak.... huehehehehehehehe. 60 fish have already down, 300 more to go. Can't imagine how my fingers would be & smell next week. Hope that everything is goin' smoothly..... yaiks.

Hari ini diwaktu gw mo mulai ngajar, suddenly my phone rang. "private number". Sapakah ini...? When i pick it up....... was wes wos...... ngomong inggris die. OOOOOooooooo it happens to be Mr. Mark Yeung from Marks Aquatic, Mauritius (damned... why didn't I reply him back that day ASAP....... so lame). Accurantly, He asked me why didn't i reply him back ASAP. weeelllll i just answered him easily......... " So sorry Mr. Mark, there were seems to be a problems on my office server, that's why I haven't check the e-mail since monday (liers....huehehehehehe)" I said. "Well Ok then Mr. Adam, i just want to confirm you, when will the plants be ship to Mauritius. I hope it'll be next week since i've prepared al the docs from Annexe 24, 7, and Import Permit" he said. " O yes sir, i've check the plants quality and we've get through all the requirments needed by your customs & quarantine and will updates you with the flight details and date by tomorrow. I'll call you tomorrow sir" I said. " Well OK then, tomorrow will be" he said DAAAAAAMMMMMMNEEEEEDDDDD ORDER JUGA DIA AKHIRNYA HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA............

Giliran kemaren2 gw kontak lu kagak bales2, dodol, dasar Bule gila.

dah ah, mo nonton Idol

Hidup Mike......

ooooo....... Mauritius tuch disitu to... Wueleh jauh euy...

::::::::::::HaPPy dAy::::::::::::

Fiuuuuh..... hari ini gw mengalami 2 peristiwa yang lumayan lah. Gw rencana pagi ini mo ke PIM wat nyari CD Coldplay yang baru & gratis wristband secara cuma ada di Disc Tarra PIM doang gitu, dan ternyata gw dapet hehehehehehe..... Mbak2nya ampe bingung... Ni orang ngapain beli kaset ampe 3....... *Orang Yang Aneh*...... Yah secara pada nitip juga tuk dapet gelangnya juga, yo wes gw beli 3 biji.

Yang kedua, pada saat gw lagi nyipon akuarium penelitian gw sambil denger Putuss, suddenly Dagienkz said that ada beberapa merchandise Gorillaz yg bakal dibagiin melalui Lomba Siul lagu Feel Good Inc.-nya Gorillaz. Langsung deh gw telepon...... And guest what, It only took me 1 time to get connected to Prambors...hehehehehehe What a lucky day for me. Walhasil, i show up all of my unskilled whistling method with a good vibration, suddenly IIII WOOOOOONNNNN THE BATTLE..... Gw berhak dapet merchandise Gorillaz mulai dr T-shirt, Pin, CD, Poster, etc. Dianterin pula ke rumah hadiahnya hueheheheheehee. Pokoknya what a day. Well I Just have to wait for them to come and bring some gimmicks for me huehehehehehehehe.

The only things that bother me today is that, I don't know........ I'm not feeling quit well today. I get dizzy and feelin' so cold..... Oh my god not again....... I got sick again........ I need to go to the Doctor....... BYEEEEEEEE

:::::gW_banGet_lYric:::::

Sixpence None The Richer
Don't Dream It's Over

There is freedom within
There is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There's a battle ahead
Many battles are lost
But you'll never reach the end of the road
While you're traveling with me

CHORUS:
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win

Now I'm towing my car
There's a hole in the roof
My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof
In the paper today
Tales of war and of waste
But you turn right over to the TV page

CHORUS

Now I'm walking again
To the beat of a drum
And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead
Barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief

CHORUS

REPEAT UNTIL FADE:
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in

===Coldplay's New Album is Released TODAY===

Finally...... the waiting time is up. Coldplay's latest album X&Y is released today all over the globe.

+++HappY 2nd B'DaY PutuSSers+++

wwwwwwwwaaaaaaaah........ what a wonderful saturday last week...... Score, Citos, May 28th 05'. Almost all active Putussers were there to celebrate the birth of our beloved mailing list so-called "Putuss_Jia_You". Everyone were there....and totally what a f**kin blast for sure hahahahaha.

Sebenernya hari itu gw kerja, cuma secara acara ini penting baget man, gw excuse to my Boss Mr. Tong Seng untk pulang jam 15.00. Langsung deh gw cao naik bus ke Citos. Sebenernya tadinya mo jemput cungkrink kecil dulu ama Zee....eeeeeeh kagak jadi, dasar Asti Cungkrink hueehehehe.

Finally jam 16.00 sharped, gw nyampe juga disana. Karena masih sepi, akhirnya gw cari voucher dulu de. Sekonyong2 para Putussers dateng.....WWWUUAAAAA rame euy.

19.00 PM, the show began...... Opened by D'Zeek with a special appearance from Mr. JD Mama Who Da Man. Tapi yg menurut gw top abis performancenya that night...... SAYKOJI man totally hip and totally hop......

Pokoknya what a night to remember,

HaPPy B'Day PuTussers.....

Huehehehehehehehe

Here are some of the madness that night;