Not that song ......Pleaseeeeee
Arrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhh........... not that song please. I don't know why this couple of weeks, that song keeps comin back into my ears again...and....again. And off course if i heard that awful song, all the beautiful and off course the awful and tragic memories about her & 'us', comin' back again on my mind. Why.... while i'm still keep strugglin' and tryin to move on, obstacles keep comin back and forward. From TV, Radio, Computer, etc. Probably 7 times i heard this song in this week. I don't know what behind all of these, only god knows;
1st>. Monday, while i was watching to VH1 on Jak-TV, suddenly it plays that songs' clip. With a fast hand, i change it directly to Trans.....Damned.
2nd>. Tuesday morning 5 A.M., i was woken up by Prambors with that song (daaaammnnneeed for the 2nd time).
3rd>. Thursday, again, while i was watching MTV, suddenly they play the clip...Ouuuw My God...Come OOooonnnn.... I'm movin on over here..... damned.
4th>. Still Thursday, while i was playing my MP3 player on the compy, though i've remove that song from the playlist long long time ago and i've shufle the playlist, suddenly it was played by the computer.........^*&^&%^$&^#&%#$&%.... In a rush, i asked my sister as the main suspect that put that song again on my compy.....
5th>. Friday afternoon, while i was listening to Remote Sound, sudenly someone requested for that song........Yup..... again i heard that song and u know what? Just like being stab right in the heart man (though i've never being stab before, just guessing :) .... fiuh....
That's why memories about her and everything that we've been through (especially the tragic ones) for 1.5 years, comin back again right in front of the eyes. I can't detect my feelings right now. Just hollow, mellow, empty, white, sad, desperate, black, everything just mixed up with a complete mess. Hope those feelings could vanished again in a very fast way, just like the past ones and I'll be better soon.... yes... soon...
Girl...... you're so yesterday
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