Open The Door of Your Heart

open the door of your heart
see who's knocking there
he's been waiting for so long
do you think its fair
leaving him to wait in dispair

open the door of your eyes
don't you realize
love may come slow, but how quickly time will fly

open the door of your mind
people often say that love is blind

open the door of your eyes
don't you realize
he's different from the rest
and promises you to give his best

open the door of our soul
life's riches you don't collect in gold
but in the experience you share until you grow old

U2
Miracle Drug

I want to trip inside your head
Spend the day there…
To hear the things you haven’t said
And see what you might see

I want to hear you when you call
Do you feel anything at all?
I want to see your thoughts take shape
And walk right out

Freedom has a scent
Like the top of a new born baby’s head

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I’ve had enough I’m not giving up
On a miracle drug

Of science and the human heart
There is no limit
There is no failure here sweetheart
Just when you quit…

I am you and you are mine
Love makes nonsense of space
And time… will disappear
Love and logic keep us clear
Reason is on our side, love…

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I’ve had enough of romantic love
I’d give it up, yeah, I’d give it up
For a miracle, a miracle drug, a miracle drug

God I need your help tonight

Beneath the noise
Below the din
I hear a voice
It’s whispering
In science and in medicine
“I was a stranger
You took me in”

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I’ve had enough of romantic love
I’d give it up, yeah, I’d give it up
For a miracle, miracle drug

Miracle, miracle drug

Time to Wide Awake.... and to Let It Go

This is all that I can express.....

I know that I haven't got the chance to say it again. Despite to the efforts that I've already tried. But I also know that I will get a better chance to say it to a very special someone in the near future. To the "Eve" that I've been looking for in quite some time. I don't know who she is, but I know that hopefully she'll be waiting and be there for me....

A time for me to Walk On..... But hopefully you'll know that this is not...... goodbye.....

U2
Bad

If you twist and turn away

If you tear yourself in two again
If I could, yes I would
If I could, I would
Let it go
Surrender
Dislocate
If I could throw this
Lifeless lifeline to the wind
Leave this heart of clay
See you walk, walk away
Into the night
And through the rain
Into the half-light
And through the flame

If I could through myself
Set your spirit free
I'd lead your heart away
See you break, break away
Into the light

And to the day

Oooh oooh, oooh oooh, oooh oooh oooh...

To let it go! And so to fade away
To let it go!
And so fade away
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
Wide awake
I'm not sleeping, oh no, no, no

If you should ask then maybe they'd
Tell you what I would say
True colors fly in blue and black
Bruised silken sky and burning flack
Colors crash, collide in blood shot eyes

Oooh oooh, oooh oooh, oooh oooh oooh...

If I could, you know I would
If I could, I would
Let it go

This desparation
Dislocation
Separation
Condemnation
Revelation
In temptation
Isolation
Desolation

Let it go
And so fade away
To let it go, oh yeah
And so fade away
To let it go, oh No
And so to fade away
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
Wide awake
I'm not sleeping oh no no

Patience

Kesabaran……. Sifat inilah yang seringkali sulit untuk setiap orang coba tanamkan didiri mereka masing-masing. Terkadang emosi yang memuncak bisa saja menghilangkan kadar kesabaran seseorang dengan begitu saja. Bukan hanya kesabaran itu sendiri, secara ekstrim bahkan akal sehat bisa hilang karena akumulasi emosi yang memuncak. Apalagi jika kesabaran tersebut sudah dicoba untuk dipupuk dalam tempo waktu yang cukup lama, dan hanya dibantu oleh setumpuk harapan bahwa suatu hari nanti, kesabaran tersebut akan membuahkan suatu hasil yang sangat manis serta indah yang akan tiba tepat pada waktunya. Hasil yang sudah diimpi-impikan dalam masa waktu tersebut serta hasil yang pastinya sudah diimpikan serta direncanakan tentang masa depan dari periode-periode kehidupan yang akan dilewati nantinya.

Itu kan kodratnya manusia, bukan? Siapa sih yang bisa menjadi sempurna dihadapan setiap orang? Bertingkah seakan-akan semua baik-baik saja padahal masih banyak sekali yang ingin dikeluarkan dari dalam dirinya. Hampir dipastikan kalau semua sudah menumpuk, suatu hari semuanya akan hancur dan meledak berkeping-keping kalau tidak dikontrol secara rasional. Karena kesabaran punya batasan. Batasan disetiap individu pastinya.

Termasuk saya. Orang yang mencoba memupuk serta melatih kemampuan untuk selalu bersabar dan bertawakal hampir 2 tahun lebih karena selalu yakin dan percaya bahwa suatu hari nanti mimpi-mimpi atas masa depan yang akan diraih, akan bisa tercapai secara manis dan indah. Rintangan serta pikiran yang terkadang sering datang dan pergi, sebisa mungkin dicoba untuk dilalui. Walaupun belum semua sudah dilakukan untuk memelihara kesabaran tersebut agar bisa terus bertahan dan berusaha mendapatkan kepercayaan. Karena kesabaran belum cukup tanpa pengorbanan. Tak ada kata cukup. Masih banyak yang perlu dilakukan dan dikorbankan untuk mencapai cita-cita mulia tersebut.

Berkorban terhadap waktu yang menunda impian-impian tersebut untuk segera terwujud. Atau bahkan berkorban terhadap kondisi yang tidak memungkinkan untuk mencapai impian-impian tersebut dengan segera. Kalau sudah begitu memang akal sehat bisa hilang begitu saja dikalahkan oleh impian-impian yang seringkali memiliki proporsi yang lebih besar didalam diri seseorang. Seolah-olah menjadi BUTA akan segala hal….. Semua seolah-olah terasa indah….. Sulit memang. Tapi….. mau bagaimana lagi? Keyakinan yang sudah tertanamkan dalam waktu yang lama…. semoga saja memang benar…. Karena saya yakin itu benar. Hanya tinggal berkorban terhadap waktu sampai kenyataan yang sebenarnya akan datang. Saya yakin bisa.

Seseorang yang telah merasa tersinggung atas perkataan, kesalahpahaman, serta ketidakmampuan saya untuk mengontrol kesabaran saya pada momen tersebut, mohon dibukakan pintu maaf yang sebesar-besarnya atas kekhilafan itu. Semua terjadi atas emosi serta kondisi yang salah dan datang begitu saja pada waktu yang salah pula. I’m just a normal human being that normally can make mistakes and also can feel any adjective words from any dictionaries that you can find in this whole wide crazy world *just name it* Like any other common people. Please, understand me inside. Walaupun memang terkadang penyesalan hadir setelah semua yang buruk telah terjadi, saya akui bahwa saya masih butuh banyak belajar untuk bersabar untuk mencapai impian hidup saya yang utama…… semoga bisa……. Amin.

Gila yah…… jijay n gak “nge-rock” banget tulisan gw kali ini hehehe…… =))

MUSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIKKKKKKKKKK………….. *tarik mangggggg…..*

U2

Love Rescue Me

Love rescue me
Come forth and speak to me
Raise me up and don't let me fall
No man is my enemy
My own hands imprison me
Love rescue me

Many strangers have I met
On the road to my regret
Many lost who seek to find themselves in me
They ask me to reveal
The very thoughts they would conceal
Love rescue me

And the sun in the sky
Makes a shadow of you and I
Stretching out as the sun sinks in the sea
I'm here without a name
In the palace of my shame
Said, love rescue me

In the cold mirror of a glass
I see my reflection pass
See the dark shades of what I used to be
See the purple of her eyes
The scarlet of my lies
Love rescue me

Yeah, though I walk
In the valley of shadow
Yeah, I will fear no evil

I have cursed thy rod and staff
They no longer comfort me
Love rescue me

Sha la la...sha la la la
Sha la la la...sha la la...
Sha la la la...sha la la la
Sha la la la...sha la la
Sha la la la...sha la la la
Sha la la...

I said love, love rescue me

I said love
Climb up the mountains, said love
I said love, oh my love
On the hill of the son
I'm on the eve of a storm
And my word you must believe in
Oh, I said love, rescue me
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah...

Yeah I'm here without a name
In the palace of my shame
I said love rescue me

I've conquered my past
The future is here at last
I stand at the entrance
To a new world I can see
The ruins to the right of me
Will soon have lost sight of me
Love rescue me

T.H.A.N.K.S.

U2

City of Blinding Lights


The more you see the less you know
The less you find out as you go
I knew much more then than I do now

Neon heart day-glow eyes
A city lit by fireflies
They're advertising in the skies
For people like us

And I miss you when you're not around
I'm getting ready to leave the ground

Oh you look so beautiful tonight
In the city of blinding lights

Don't look before you laugh
Look ugly in a photograph
Flash bulbs purple irises
The camera can't see

I've seen you walk unafraid
I've seen you in the clothes you made
Can you see the beauty inside of me?
What happened to the beauty I had inside of me?

(cut)

And I miss you when you're not around
I'm getting ready to leave the ground

Oh you look so beautiful tonight
In the city of blinding lights

Time...time...time...time...time
Won't leave me as I am
But time won't take the boy out of this man

Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
In the city of blinding lights

The more you know the less you feel
Some pray for others steal
Blessings are not just for the ones who kneel... luckily

For You;

Thanks for the chances, promise you won't regret for it.

Sorry if I'm not a good charmer....... it's just so not me. I'm not a good poet, my flirting is awful, might be akward sometimes..... But hey, I am is who I am.

One thing for sure, the feeling deep down inside, still remains the same. It haven't change a bit since I've said it before, a couple of years ago.

And I'm ready for a change.....


Happy Valentine's Day n Happy Dugem =-))